Merry Christmas?

Don’t let me forget how happy I was getting that brand new Xbox 360 in the year 2007.
Even my parents would play the new games with me and my brothers, it was so great.
Put me back in the day when Christmas was about eating candy all day in my pj’s.
Remembering how I felt when I walked upstairs to see the two gerbils I got.
Eventually I started to get sad and lose hope little by little over the years.
Started to feel lonely and unloved on what should be the happiest day.
Somewhere I lost the feeling of joy because of too much stress.
End of my childhood was stripped by an invisible dark force.
Don’t think there’s a word to describe this Christmas.

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